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────ㅤ⸸ㅤINKED ARCADIA.ㅤa selective, independent, and canon—divergent portrayal of Kim Hongjoong from ATEEZ as written by #44.
⸸ #44.
⸸ 25 YEARS OLD ; MINORS DNI.
⸸ HE / HIM.
⸸ GMT +3.
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ㅤVEINS.
ㅤa deep study of themes ofㅤ ...ㅤrot beneath devotion & within the self, fatherhood, unmaking of the mind, seduction of dread, beauty found in the decay, is my ache known to god? / tortured dreams, cynicism troubled by tenderness, bodies as an archive of old harms. dead dove: do not eat content is posted without prior warnings.
#ㅤimportantㅤplease read before interactingㅤㅤㅤ────ㅤㅤㅤAㅤㅤPHANTASMㅤㅤOFㅤㅤFRIGHT.
ㅤㅤmotifsㅤㅤ This space deals with dark and explicit themes—including but not limited to folklore, horror, gore, violence, sex, BDSM, and psychological distress. These subjects will appear suddenly, without prior content warnings or tags. The narrative will not be censored for the sole comfort of the viewers. If your mental health suffers from what’s posted here, that is your responsibility—not the character’s, nor the writer’s.ㅤㅤfaceclaim & mediaㅤㅤ Kim Hongjoong is used as the faceclaim for this profile. There is no affiliation with him, ATEEZ, or KQ entertainment. This account exists solely for roleplay and fictional purposes. The character’s words, and portrayal are entirely separate from both the faceclaim and mine. Nothing here reflects them in any capacity. Albeit the thoughts the character has, the justifications he claims for his actions, how he tries to normalise his routines, compulsions, actions, and impulses are, yet again, not my own opinions.
ㅤㅤinspirationsㅤㅤ Inspired by Jack Torrance from The Shining (1980), Mort Rainey from Secret Window (2004), Sutter Cane from In the Mouth of Madness (1994), Jo March from the book & film Little Women, Bill Lee from Naked Lunch (1991), Marquis de Sade from Quills (2000), Richard Collier from Somewhere in Time (1980). Themes for Xeven’s works are adapted from Tender Is the Flesh by Agustina Bazterrica, Frankenstein by Mary Shelley, The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson, NBC’s Hannibal, AMC’s The Terror, Wong kar-wai’s cinematography, Cure (1997), Possession (1981), Nosferatu: A Symphony of Horror (1922) & Nosferatu (2024), The Seventh Seal (1957).ㅤㅤwritingㅤㅤㅤㅤMultiverse and banter—friendly. Xeven’s story is highly adaptable and can be woven into a wide variety of verses and timelines. Crossovers, original characters, and characters from other fandoms are all welcome. So long as there is a story worth telling, I’m more than happy to explore it. I enjoy plotting and finding ways for different worlds to intersect naturally.
ㅤㅤshippingㅤㅤㅤㅤXeven is Pansexual. Despite his reserved disposition, he has always found himself drawn to people in all their peculiarities—the familiar and unfamiliar alike. Labels have never held much weight in his hands either. To him, a person is not the sum of their descriptors, but of their stories, their griefs, their joys, and the small things they are made up of under a guise. As such, he is written as multi-ship. However, any romantic development is dependent upon substantial chemistry. I am particularly fond of dynamics that are allowed time to evolve rather than being rushed toward romance or sex. His kindness is often misconstrued as dalliance, though such assumptions rarely reflect his intentions. He is not a flirtatious man by nature. Rather, he possesses a genuine regard for others and extends that regard freely. That said, all dynamics are welcome—friendships, familial bonds, mentorships, rivalries, creative partnerships, the like.ㅤㅤcreditsㅤㅤㅤㅤFull Twitter layout (icon, header, pinned) along with the PSD—that is also used in this carrd—was commissioned through @cadaverikaz on Twitter. Kindly refrain from plagiarising.
✱ DOSSIER ✱
ㅤNAMEㅤㅤㅤXeven al Yazeedi.
ㅤNATIONALITYㅤㅤㅤQatari—English.
ㅤAGEㅤㅤㅤForty—one.
ㅤGENDERㅤㅤㅤMale.
ㅤPRONOUNSㅤㅤㅤHe / Him.
ㅤORIENTATIONㅤㅤㅤPansexual.
ㅤBIRTHDATEㅤㅤㅤAugust 18, 1984.
ㅤBIRTHPLACEㅤㅤㅤAl Rayyan, Qatar.
ㅤRESIDENCEㅤㅤㅤYork, United Kingdom.
ㅤOCCUPATIONㅤㅤㅤAuthor.
ㅤLANGUAGESㅤㅤㅤArabic, English, French.
ㅤFAMILYㅤㅤㅤMother: Niloufar Abel Khosrow, Father: Orion al Yazeedi, Younger Sister: Cerium al Yazeedi.
ㅤCHILDRENㅤㅤㅤDamir al Yazeedi, aged 11.
ㅤFACECLAIMㅤㅤㅤKim Hongjoong, ATEEZ.
ㅤMBTIㅤㅤㅤINFP.
ㅤPERSONALITYㅤㅤㅤA thoughtful man. Keen—minded stratagems. Eloquent. Outwardly affable ; Inwardly reserved. Disciplined unto severity. Sharp—witted and unyielding. Precariously a stubborn bastard. Unapologetically candid. A cynic with a Poet’s fever. Soft—hearted. Possessed of melancholies with a honeyed tongue of aged cigarettes. Acquainted with darkness and courting the dawn.
ㅤHEIGHTㅤㅤㅤ196cm ㅤ/ ㅤ6’5”.
ㅤHAIR COLOURㅤㅤㅤBlond.
ㅤEYE COLOURㅤㅤㅤChestnut Brown.
ㅤPOSITIVE ATTRIBUTESㅤㅤㅤEnduring sensitivity, Quick wit, Emotional integrity, Unshakeable loyalty, Moral discernment, Intelligence, Strange kindness.
ㅤNEGATIVE ATTRIBUTESㅤㅤㅤSelf—sabotage, Emotional withholding, Quiet bitterness, Over control, Martyr complex, An unwillingness to be helped.
LIKES .ㅤAnnotated books, comfortable silence, thunderstorms, astronomy, bookstores, museums, architecture, documentaries, long walks—solitary or otherwise, handwritten letters, journals, calligraphy, coffee mugs, antique fountain pens, vinyls, film scores, record players, hearths, theatres & musicals, obscure trivia, fruits, topiaries, countrysides, petrichor.DISLIKES .ㅤTardiness, insincerity, loud noises, interruptions, stagnation, obstinance, large crowds, unfinished works, dishonesty, haste, bright lights, negligence, superficiality, neglect, arrogance.
BOOKS .ㅤDecennia devoted to writing have granted Xeven an uncommon attentiveness to people and the lives they lead. Recurring throughout his writing are examinations of the body and its vulnerabilities, the consequences of isolation, the burdens carried between generations, and the uneasy relationship between beauty and suffering. His novels often linger upon the psychological dimensions of horror and approaching fear through intimacy & desire. His characters are rarely confronted by monsters alone; more often, they are confronted by themselves, by the consequences of their choices, and truths they would have preferred remain undiscovered.
BONDSㅤ&ㅤCONNECTIONS .
Devyn Starㅤ&ㅤ_lvstyd3ath .ㅤi love you with a love that is mine alone to hold in my silence and between the meetings of our eyes like the rose that bears the gift of its fragrance asking for nothing in return, like the spring that quenches the thirst of the traveller asking not to be restored. like the summer rain, my love is the sky’s warmth on your skin.
Maru Dahlㅤ&ㅤfieldsofmaru .ㅤin the heat of her hands i thought, this is the campfire that mocks the sun. this place will warm me, feed me, and care for me. i will hold on to this pulse against other rhythms. the world will come and go in the tide of a day, but here is her hand with my future in its palm.
Eden Hanㅤ&ㅤserenevisual .ㅤ(you claim you haven’t done enough nice things for me, but is there anything nicer, any greater honour you can show me than simply being with me and allowing me to sit in front of you?). so now i seat you in the chair, unable to grasp the scope of my fortune with words, eyes, hands, and my poor heart, my happiness that you are here and really mine.
Minsu Kimㅤ&ㅤmusicaamators .ㅤi hated that i needed more than this from him. there is nothing more humiliating to me than my own desires. nothing that makes me hate myself more than being burdensome and less than self—sufficient. i am a man with a heart that offends, with its lonely and greedy demands.
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✱ VERSES ✱
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